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Wednesday, January 26, 2011

with every new beginning...






comes its battles
comes the moments where you wish you could just go back to the way things were
comes the challenges you think you won't be able to face
comes the storms that never seem to end
comes the weight on your shoulders that you wish you could just throw on some one else

and with this..
comes the moments of release
comes the great new inspiring people you meet
the refreshness of how good it feels to restart
comes the victory of whatever the reason was you were called to a new beginning
comes the relief that you can throw that weight on jesus

Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest.
mathew 11.28

A while ago I started a journey
well, I started a new journey because I believe
that through this walk of life God has
different seasons for me.
This is a New Season and its been such a 
blessed one. I also think that I have been having
such a hard time letting go of what has happened
in my last season,but I know that the past is the past
and I have to move on from the losses, the things that
may have hurt me, and the people
who sometimes I wish I could just tell the the 
truth about how wrong they were.
 I know that nothing happens
without purpose. As that season has come and gone
all I want to do is remember the good memories. 
The laughs, the tears, the victories, the jokes, etc..
Its all stored memory, now its time to 
appreciate the new challenges, 
the new victories, and the new people that 
are coming into my life.
I wish I could keep all the same things and
same people and problems throughout the rest of my life.
(Its much easier to deal with bruised knees and kids taking your toys
than becoming an adult lol.)
The truth is I can't, those challenges helped me grow at that
point of my life. Those people were needed at that season
of my life for a specific reason.
Now, I am in a different camp with different challenges to make
me a better person a better christian. I am meeting new people with different qualities.
Who will inspire me to do new things.
There are things I cannot change even though I wish I could.
The best thing to do is look back at that
season and smile.
It was because of that season that I can raise my hands and feel
freedom. It was that season along with many seasons before
that have made me who I am today. So I will not be chasing
after something that does not belong in my life, 
if it did it would chase me too.
; )


and I can't complain..



My Advice to everyone who may be going through a tough time.
Theres a always a new season ahead of you accept the things that
life hands to you. The challenges and people you meet are for you own good.
If at some point you question why things happen and why would
people do such things. Just look back and appreciate your victories and
learn from the bad examples so you don't do same thing.
If your still alive you still have a purpose so don't 
let nothing hold you back live your life to the fullest.


Friday, January 21, 2011

My favorite things

So today I wanna write a list of a few of my favorite things..its a great conversation starter for all the (1) people who read this (thanks nah..counting myself is 2)
(im also procrastinating organizing my wedding plans on my program that i got)

                                     dark chocolate almonds from trader joes.                 
                                               
Adam brody(one day he is going to realize i was the one he wanted but i will be with the one who already knew)..lol

facebook (love social networking its awesome)

goo goo dolls(my fave rock band)


katy perry( shes different i like different)

christian music;hillsong and heloisa rosa, addison road, nivea soares




day to day music john mayer.jon mclaughlinJustin Nozuka.Colbie Callait.Jason M.Kid Cudi.bruno mars.joshua radin.leona lewis









I like Vogue because Fashion to me is like art and Vogue brings out the best art(great articles too) in the fashion world




apple world( my phone my computer everything is Mac'd out) they r genious
Tiffanys ( i love when Joao comes with the little blue box gets me tingly)

Audrey Hepburn(shes is so beautiful and classy)

Comedy( i love laughter and anything that can make me laugh if I had his permission I would ask my brother in law if I could put up his butterfly video. Diogo ur priceless)





Romance( I am a sucker for romance give me any cheesy story and u can ask my fiance I make the same sad teary face)




Comics( I love comics i think they r cool if I have a boy in the future im making him a comic geek)



Ballet and dance ( not my talent but I do love watching it)

Flowers( I adore them want to see me happy bring me a flower any kind...except spray painted ones lol insider hehe)



Singing( Not very good at it but I have a good ear for it and I love to do it I dont care I do  it everywhere)

Gossip Girl and Greys Anatomy are my top shows 


The OC and friends are my all time fave shows


the ocean (its astounding a whole different world down under)

History (always had As on my history test I love it)
(french revolution)

Soccer( i love playing it watching it everything my team is Corinthians untill i become old and die)


Inspiration and being Encouraging ( I love to make some laugh after they had a bad moment or a good needed cry I was born to be a Barnabas(bible reference))

Running( i do love running not so much the regular exercise but i love running)


shopping 

Reading ( i am a bookworm)

I saved the best for last_ Jesus_

He's so awesome loves me(all of us) so much. He is so perfect he doesnt let our faults and failure bother him he loves us just the way we are and he has been so good to be! Theres no one like you Lord!!!! I wanna share that with everyone! No words can describe just how great you are. Thank you for your sacrifice for my life!!!and everyone elses too ; )


theres probably more but imma hit the sack night night.
comment away...nathalia hehe 


o btw the thing i love most is my niece singing 
heres a small treat