with every new beginning...

comes its battles

comes the moments where you wish you could just go back to the way things were

comes the challenges you think you won't be able to face

comes the storms that never seem to end

comes the weight on your shoulders that you wish you could just throw on some one else

and with this..

comes the moments of release

comes the great new inspiring people you meet

the refreshness of how good it feels to restart

comes the victory of whatever the reason was you were called to a new beginning

comes the relief that you can throw that weight on jesus

Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest.

mathew 11.28

A while ago I started a journey

well, I started a new journey because I believe

that through this walk of life God has

different seasons for me.

This is a New Season and its been such a 

blessed one. I also think that I have been having

such a hard time letting go of what has happened

in my last season,but I know that the past is the past

and I have to move on from the losses, the things that

may have hurt me, and the people

who sometimes I wish I could just tell the the 

truth about how wrong they were.

 I know that nothing happens

without purpose. As that season has come and gone

all I want to do is remember the good memories. 

The laughs, the tears, the victories, the jokes, etc..

Its all stored memory, now its time to 

appreciate the new challenges, 

the new victories, and the new people that 

are coming into my life.

I wish I could keep all the same things and

same people and problems throughout the rest of my life.

(Its much easier to deal with bruised knees and kids taking your toys

than becoming an adult lol.)

The truth is I can't, those challenges helped me grow at that

point of my life. Those people were needed at that season

of my life for a specific reason.

Now, I am in a different camp with different challenges to make

me a better person a better christian. I am meeting new people with different qualities.

Who will inspire me to do new things.

There are things I cannot change even though I wish I could.

The best thing to do is look back at that

season and smile.

It was because of that season that I can raise my hands and feel

freedom. It was that season along with many seasons before

that have made me who I am today. So I will not be chasing

after something that does not belong in my life, 

if it did it would chase me too.

; )

and I can't complain..

My Advice to everyone who may be going through a tough time.

Theres a always a new season ahead of you accept the things that

life hands to you. The challenges and people you meet are for you own good.

If at some point you question why things happen and why would

people do such things. Just look back and appreciate your victories and

learn from the bad examples so you don't do same thing.

If your still alive you still have a purpose so don't 

let nothing hold you back live your life to the fullest.